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Friday, November 17, 2017

GAC - SUARA (Lirik & Chord)

      Bb                             C
ku bertanya pada waktu
                           Bb       C
apa ada jalan keluar
     Bb                              C
ku ragu untuk menunggu
                         Bb         C
pada kesempatan kedua

    Bb                                
tak kuasa ku menyimpan
                   C
tak jua kan ku melawan
    Bb      
nuraniku, nuraniku
                  C
akan dapatkan jawabnya

            Bb
dan kini tlah kutetapkan
     C
yakin aku mengungkapkan
        Bb
naluriku, naluriku
   C
tak ada yang sia-sia


[chorus]
Bb
suaraku
C
perlahan menggantikan yang terdahulu
         Bb           C
terdiam menantikan badai berlalu
Bb
suaramu
C
tak akan dapat tergantikan


ku temukan arah tujuan

ku layangkan harapanku

ku tentukan langkah ke depan


dan kini tlah kutetapkan

yakin aku mengungkapkan

nuraniku, nuraniku

tak ada yang sia-sia


[chorus]
Bb
suaraku
C
perlahan menggantikan yang terdahulu
         Bb           C
terdiam menantikan badai berlalu
Bb
suaramu
C
tak akan dapat tergantikan

 Bb
satu arahku
C
satukan tujuan
                      C
tetap melaju
    Bb            
jangan berhenti
          C
dengar kata hatimu


[chorus]
Bb
suaraku
C
perlahan menggantikan yang terdahulu
         Bb           C
terdiam menantikan badai berlalu
Bb
suaramu
C
tak akan dapat tergantikan

Tuesday, November 14, 2017

Mind & The City: Dear Twin

November 5th 2017

This isn't special date until i knew a girl named Chong Xiaoshan (Guangzhou, 2011). And this is unplanned to write story about my twin, Alan. Why am i here ? To be honest, it is because i want to post a poem about my ex. But my mood changed. So, Alan, he is not my real twin, but i used to called him like that since we knew each other 3 years ago. He was born 1 day before me. So it is February 22th 1994. He is also the first child and the first grandchild, just like me. We have similar mindset and condition. He is my bestfriend, he never force me to be like this or that. We are just being ourselves. We once almost fell in a 'dangerous' zone. But we handled it well and here we are.. last night we just met 'cause he helped my family (moving day). He is also close to my mom. It's rare. So far.. he's the best. 

You know what, when i'm writing about someone, it doesn't mean they are perfect for me or even to herself/himself. They also have 'blind side', weakness. But i love the way they love their own selves. And i love how they taking care people around them. Not just Alan. I will write every single good people here, maybe in separate post. I want make it readable instead of expressing it directly 'cause i'm bad at it, and i thought i can't always have time to see my besties often. So.. this is just another way to tell about my feelings.

I know Alan will have better days and good future since he is hard worker and never complain about his life at all. He also taking care his younger sister very very well. I amazed by that. Mostly people are hiding their life stories, but Alan.. He's honest, just like me. That's why i said he is my twin. 'cause we were born in very close time to each other. He's tyas in male version. By the way, right or false, happy birthday xiaoshan, RIP my dear :) I'll see you in your hometown someday.

Thursday, November 2, 2017

Mind & The City: ANOTHER MORNING

Again and again and again, we're moving out. It's just 2 weeks ago. Okay, i bet nobody wanna know about this but lemme strip some burdens off, 'cause like a normal human, i got tired and sad too. I always have 2 sides, happy-sad. No, i'm just not too much. It's keep me simple as a human. I don't wanna count how many times we moved. 'cause maybe this is the last, i mean my mom, at least. I knew she must be tired of this. But i hope she wouldn't be tired to waiting, her daughter will take her along the world. Not to move, but to travel surround the world. And you know what? Sometimes we have to speak our dreams out. Can be writings or light conversation with someone. 

I put the second glass next to another glass i didn't put away yet since last night. 07:23, November 3rd 2017. I'm controlling my allergy, it's not really cold outside but.. i always have a cold in the morning and almost every-after showering. I know.. many people experienced the same thing, but it's nauseating me. And the most annoying symptoms is when rhinitis recurs all of sudden at midnight. I can't get any signs, it just happened for a few minutes and then leave. All i got to do is just drink more water.

New rent house in 23. It's normal. Maybe, another kidds are already married. But i'm one of them who not marry yet. And it's not a big problem, for me, at least. I don't care if they are hoping marriage on me soon. I can't promise when. I know, it's not a good topic right. I'm not sure i can continue my writings if i already have my own family, except my future husband is cool. Cool and gorgeous LOL.

It's lifted me up. This kind of activity. Is it too plain ? I mean, i almost always being a honest person to anything and anyone. This blog is included. I live a very respectful life. I don't wanna be rude, don't wanna hurt someone's feelings except they bother me first. 

♫Ben Lee - Love Me Like the World is Ending


Ben Lee, repeating.. 

"Stay sane" that's what Gita Savitri told earlier this year. She is positive, one of my favorite human in this world. I don't know what to say, but i have few, no, not just a few, but almost all of her thoughts are similar with mine. I feel connected since the first time i visit her blog. If you guys ever blogwalking, youtube addict, or NET lovers, you must know her too. She's very positive and it's just wow.

Sunday, October 15, 2017

Mind & The City: THE BARBERSHOP


Senin, 25 September 2017

Pukul 7 malam, aku baru selesai sholat maghrib di lantai 2 barbershop, lalu turun kebawah. Memasukkan handuk-handuk kecil ke dalam mesin penghangat setelah diperas dan digulung kecil-kecil. Memasuki minggu ke-4 aku bekerja disini. Rasanya tidak ingin berlalu sangat cepat, tapi begitulah adanya. Kalau tidak cepat, maka tidak akan gajian. That's logic. Selesai mengerjakan handuk, aku pergi keluar. Di sebelah barat barbershop ada minimarket, dimana biasa aku membeli permen untuk di taruh di meja depan barber. Jangan sampai kehabisan. Tentu saja, membeli permen bukan satu-satunya misiku, misi lainnya adalah mendapatkan 'uang kecil' untuk kembalian di meja kasir barber.

110 langkah pergi dan kembali, totalnya 220 langkah. Aku suka saat harus berjalan kaki kemana-mana. Mengetahui jumlah langkah kaki yang banyak terkadang membuat diri merasa lebih sehat. Beruntung rumahku memiliki tangga untuk kekamar atas, memungkinkanku setiap hari olahraga tangga di rumah dan di tempat kerja juga begitu. Aku mengambil 2 bungkus permen di rak dekat meja kasir MM, rasa mint dan susu, juga 1 kaleng larutan penyegar rasa apel. Totalnya 18 ribu rupiah. Setelah membayar, aku kembali ke barber. Aku benar-benar suka jalan kaki, apalagi daerah ini adalah daerah yang selalu kuimpikan untuk bekerja. Tidak lama untukku memutuskan menerima tawaran bekerja disini karena faktor wilayah favorit tadi.

Entah kenapa aku selalu mencintai setiap kota tempat tinggalku. Kepuasanku sesederhana itu. Walau diawalnya cukup sulit untuk membiasakan diri di tempat-tempat yang asing. Seumur hidupku, 23 tahun, aku sudah pernah tinggal di 5 kota : Tanjung Tabalong, Banjarbaru (Kalimantan Selatan), Medan (Sumatra Utara), Loa Kulu (Kutai Kartanegara), dan Balikpapan (Kalimatan Timur). Well, walau bukan semuanya kota. Masih ada kota lain yang masuk dalam wishlist, tapi kali nanti aku akan pindah sendiri. Butuh 2 tahun untuk hafal, nyaman dan percaya diri "menjelajahi" Balikpapan. Dan tempatku bekerja sekarang ada dalam kawasan yang bisa dibilang elite. Karna merupakan kawasan perumahan gaya Eropa, banyak expatriets yang tinggal disini. Ada juga mall yang menurutku adalah mall paling kecil di Balikpapan. To be honest, it's cozy shopping mall since i don't like crowded place and wait too long to pay at cassa. Next time i promise to capture anything around the shop :)

Saturday, October 14, 2017

TARIK NAFAS

Minggu hectic
Kesal tak terbendung mungkin
Karena tak dapat kuasai waktu
Walau sangat tipis
Kita tetap menang

Weekend sibuk
Tempat tidur yang didambakan
Bincang hangat dengan family
Kita masuki fase yang "sulit"
Inilah saatnya..
Hingga kita tak menunda lagi

Monday, October 2, 2017

TULUS - Tukar Jiwa (Chord)

Intro:
Bmaj7 E6 Bmaj7 E6
Bmaj7 E6 Bmaj7 E6

Verse:
 Bmaj7
aku kehabisan cara
                E6
tuk jelaskan padamu..
        E6
mengapa sulit tuk lupakanmu
 Bmaj7
aku kehabisan cara
                E6
tuk gambarkan padamu
         F#maj7            C#maj7
kau di mata dan di pandanganku
    F#maj7
woo oo..

Chorus:
  Bmaj7      A#m7 D#m7
coba..satu hari saja
    G#m7 Dm  D#m7
kau jadi diriku
        C#maj7  F#maj7
kau akan mengerti
    Bmaj7      A#m
kau akan mengerti
   D#m7  C#m7  F#7    Bmaj7
bagai..mana ku melihatmu
     C#7 C#maj7      A#   D#m  G#
mengagumimu..menyayangi..mu
       C#sus4      F#7
dari sudut..pandangku
       C#sus4      F#7
dari sudut..pandangku

Verse:
 Bmaj7
aku kehabisan cara
                E6
tuk gambarkan padamu
      F#maj7 G#m7 A A#    C#maj7
kau dimata dan di pandanganku
       G#m7
seandainya
       F#maj7           G#m7
satu hari bertukar jiwa
  A           G#m7
kau akan mengerti
          F#maj7        Bmaj7 F#maj7
dan berhenti bertanya-tanya

Chorus:
  Bmaj7      A#m7 D#m7
coba..satu hari saja
    G#m7 Dm  D#m7
kau jadi diriku
        C#maj7  F#maj7
kau akan mengerti
    Bmaj7      A#m
kau akan mengerti
   D#m7  C#m7  F#7    Bmaj7
bagai..mana ku melihatmu
  Bmaj7      A#m7 D#m7
coba..satu hari saja
    G#m7 Dm  D#m7
kau jadi diriku
        C#maj7  F#maj7
kau akan mengerti
    Bmaj7      A#m
kau akan mengerti
   D#m7  C#m7  F#7    Bmaj7
bagai..mana ku melihatmu

Bridge:
     C#7 C#maj7      A#   D#m  G#
mengagumimu..menyayangi..mu
     C#7 C#maj7      A#   D#m  G#
mengagumimu..menyayangi..mu
       C#sus4      F#7
dari sudut..pandangku
       C#sus4      F#7
dari sudut..pandangku
       C#sus4      F#7
dari sudut..pandangku
       C#sus4      F#7
dari sudut..pandangku

A#m7